Did You Feel..?

 

Did you hear me..

when I called you in the middle of deep silent?

Did you saw me…

when I lighted up in the blackish dark?

Did you guess me right…

when you were in the middle of huge crowd?

Did you feel me…

when my heart was breathing so fast so loud?

                I was always there inside of the heart that belongs to you

                Did you still miss me…

                when there was no one or just few?

                I was missing you too

                in the burning part of my life.

                Did you saw me…

                when I was hiding by the time’s fog?

                Did you hear my footsteps…

                when the streets were too silent,

                and soon it had been broken by street dogs?

I was in the deep love

Did you realize that…

even before I expressed it completely?

Did you feel glad…

when I said “I’ll love you for eternally.”?

                Wasn’t that a fun…

                when we both were together under the winter sun?

                Talking to each other face to face

                with adorable love and God’s grace,

                Did you still feel the day…

                The day when we’d first met?

                Did you too feel…

                the time was so perfect and there we missed nothing in that?

I know you love me

but did you feel my hand..

kissing your head,

when you were so down, when you were so sad?

Did you feel my stroke…

when you were in deep sleep,

and some piercing voice made you awake?

                I felt you did all that

                after all I am the only one; you were fallen in love with.

                Did you too feel that?

                Did you?

The night will be no more dark

The night will be no more dark

Life may play its every part

Sometimes in the sunshine

Sometimes in the dark

            The dark comes after the light

            To remove it again you need to fight

            Do not fear what is going on

            Just think about the good time

            With you have already done

The night will be no longer dark

The chase towards sun is on

Just do it,

The mission will be come soon on its finishing mark

            Just be what you are

            I know you can face it

            You can face life’s every mar

Life is all about to teach

And you have to notice it and learn

It will surely take you to the future

With which you always want to meet

            The thing may turn worse again and again

            Don’t lose your hopes, your mind

            You have to face it for a great gain

            Turn your light on, your day on

            Turn your mind up and make a new ad better plan

You can win with it for sure

Need to stay calm and work hard

The morning will be rise therefore,

There will be no dark anymore.

            Do not hesitate with your work

            You can do anything

            Be positive, be sharp

            One day you will cross all these jerks

The road of life is never so narrow

Someday, you will find the straight way

Just let the bad day away

Let not live a life in sorrow.

            Come join the sun

            You will find it

            And the past will be nothing

            Just some memories of learning and fun

 

 

 

I wish I could be home

I wish I could be home

I wish I could be home

But there are no hopes

Feeling so down

By seeing the falling drops

            The pouring rain

            Giving me pain

            Watching mom’s photos on my phone

            I wish I could be home

I wonder what makes me apart

Why I always find the dark

Even have a strong wish of the light

Why I falling down just short to the shiny mark

            The night is once again about to start

            I can’t do anything except playing that part

            The chilling wind is entering in my flash into my bone

            Oh! Mom, I wish I could be home

Waiting for the train

In the heavy falling rains

But I’ve no hurry as the best part has already gone

Oh mom, I’m missing you and missing home

I wish I could be home.

For My Love

My each morning starts with you
My every night ends with you
You the one I wish to with me all the time
Never go anywhere because you are just mine
With you my every moment starts shine
My dear that's you who makes me feel fine

Whenver I'm in pain I want you
Or I find happiness again I need you
Hold my hand for next 100 of years
Always Love me without changing any gears
I know you are all around me, you are so near
With you I've no pain, no fear
No dark, nothing like tears

Come into my life completely
Come Change my bad things differntly
My dear you are my cute fairy
Each day I tell about you to my dear diary
I love your voice, love your name
With you I will won life's every game
Just be with me every time and be the same
You are my worth you are my fame

Thanks for coming into my life
You my sweet, my would be wife
Take my love put other things a side
You my world that spreaded so wide


My love Together we will defeat the sorrow
We will win, no matter how the way will be, streight or narrow
I just Want your company all the time
Just be with me, just be mine
My dear just be mine all the time

Keep on Moving

The eyes getting fad

The voice getting faint

Everything seems so sad

Like an evil made them mad

     The bones now weak and band

     The heart is going to stop

     The thing is in the front

     But losing my control my strength

I can't take a step further

I can't walk through any weather

I am sick

I am tired

But the time seems so heartless

Saying...

'Move, move, keep on moving'

      'I am moving'

      'Why are you stopping?'

      'I change thing because they all are mine'

      'That’s why they called me the time'

Now you forget your pain

Your loss or your low gain

Listen your heart inside your shirt that’s still breathing

You just move, move and keep on moving

    This life race never began to stop

    This race carrying your all hopes

    The time is right

    I should keep my fight till my heart is beating

    So move, move, and keep on moving

Three Friends

Three Friends

            I was on my way

            I had interrupted by someone's hey!

            I looked back and saw a girl was there who called herself 'smile'

            she was saying “I came for you after a journey of thousands miles”.

           

            I said “hello”

            she said "why your face turned yellow"

            I said “go away. I'm alright”

            she said 'let her in, she don't wanna fight'

            I said “what you want”

            she said herself on my lips

            I said “never” “that’s not possible”

            I left her and made myself busy on my way forward

            “how are you?” I heard these words

            again I looked back

            it was a boy, he said “You are waiting for shine.”

            “I'm your 'Happy time'”

            I said “get lost you are no more mine”

            “you will miss me if I'll gone”

            I turned back and said “I don't need you. You can go”

            “don't spoil what is yours”

            “I know everything don't let me know what is right or pure”

            He felt shame “as you wish”

            “Now you can go if you are assured”

            I left him in the middle of the place and joined my way again

            'what that now coming from the front'

            'why he looking to me like he need my grant' 

            “come let us see some cold streams”

            I said “Why should I join you?”

            “don't afraid I'm your friend, your 'Dream'”

            “I do not need any friend. You can move on”

            “but you always wished to find me”

            “I never did”

            he said “don't try to blind me”

            “I don't need you, can't you see?”

           

            I ran away, I ran away

            I changed my way, I changed my that day

            now the new way seemed so calm

            I thought there was nothing good

            but I started to feel  pain after I'd fallen down over an old wood

            “Who placed it here?”

            “I did”

            “Who's there?”

            “you can call me evil dark, sorrow or fear”

            “but what you want from me”

            “come with me we have something new to see”

            I went along with the evil

            “who are lying there”

            “they are dead they are someone's friends named 'Happy Time, Dream and smile”

            “who killed them? I knew them”

            “But now you know me only me”

            I prayed “let me go through my old way”

            the evil said “ this road never turned back”

            “Oh God! What I had done?”

            “I had everything but now everything has gone”

            “Oh God! Why I washed away my days”

            tears on my eyes “I want my three friend back”

            pain in my heart, in every side

            “I can't see anything “

            “where’s the evil gone. Someone save me. I'm dying”

           

            A flame of fire got my sight

            that killed the dark

            I saw three faces coming from back

            they filled everything with light which wasn't fade

            they were smiling on me

            “who they are?”

            they are my three friend

            I was dumbfounded to see them there.

            “I'm sorry”

            Smile then said “let me join your lips”

            Dream said “wipe your tears and let me in your eyes”

            Happy Time said “keep me in your mind”

            “I'm your and you all are just mine”

            “Yes I want to jump in the sky and shine”

            “That's the way I'm”

            “I love to be with you”

            I joined my way once again

            but this time with my three friends

            we were happy, we were dreamer

            we had an smile on our faces

            there was nothing like evil dark, sorrow or fear

            now I had learnt “do care what is your”

            I later found they are my part

            that's why they appeared in my every call

            they always save me when I'm about to fall

            now I keep them in mind all the time

            because my three friends are just mine

          
I opened my eyes as a voice came
that was calling my name
I found it was a beautiful morning
and I was just dreaming
but later I relised
I always meet with my three friends in different parts everyday, every time
after all they are not just dream



but real and only mine..           

              

                                                                                                            Deepak Ijarwal

           

"The Fear"

The families are crying

The hope is getting faint

They are crying

Why they had taken the decision to send

            People went there with their families

            But coming back alone

            God! The time was gambling

            And see what it has already done

Thousands are died

And thousands are lost

They might begged, and they might cried

But why you played with their little life

See how criminal you are, you kill them most

            They were there

            To had your grace

            And see how time rolled

            And what all they faced

The rain killed the hills

The rain killed all kinds

The dead bodies spread there

But to whom they belong, it hard to find

            Their loved one has left them alone

            The disaster came,

            And a peaceful place has turned into a red zone

            Yes they had gone, yes they had gone

Every happiest thing, now dying by the fears

Nobody knows

Why time has changed and changed its wrong gears

Look at those people who were lucky to save their lives

But they still searching, where are their dears

Nobody knows

They had died or still breathing after seeing the death from so near

            The hills, the trees, the wilds and the bees

            The fields, the houses, the human and the mouse

            All are floating into the swollen revers

The fear is all around

Seeing this I’m so power less and so dumb found

The fear in the sand and now

There is no one left who is crying

The peace is back

Because the dead things never speak

Because the dead one never speaks

            With every moment remaining hopes are too getting faint

            God you played enough

            Now remove all the tears

            Cut the wings of all fears

Please save my beautiful uttarakhand

Please save my birth sand

Please not do this again

Please stop beating the deathly bands,

Oh God!

Please save my sand.... my sand. .. ... . ..