The One of My Dream

The One of My Dream

I was on my way to class

Had already late and was using to walk fast.

Suddenly my foot got stop automatically on the stairs.

My eyes were open so wide, my all worries were now got hide.

Because you were coming down stairs, my heart loosed all control there. 

I looked at you, you were smiling, and you looked at me I was wondering.

Wondering after see your pretty face, yes its true you have gifted by God’s grace.

Your face stuck in my mind, your single smile made my day so kind.

Next day as I saw you I tried to hide. You coming upwards and I adjusted the side.

There after I went quickly before you. I was in the class with a smile on my face like morning dew.

You came and sat beside me, I lost my control once again.

You looked at me and left a smile.

I was so close of you, felt like I won’t survived without a strong life pill.

You were amazing, you were so beautiful. Yes you were the one of my dream.

You were with me for a while n’ I was so happy like hell.

Then you asked a question from the book.

I was enjoying teaching you but my most focus was on your eyes.

N’ I guess you hadn’t caught my look.

You had a awesome voice, which I heard from class’s noise.

My friends used to say that

God gave you all the things, all the needs of man.

I don’t know this but you were so sweet and now I‘d be yours big fan.

I felt you were the one of my dream.

Yes you were that one I used to cover with my heart’s frame.

You daily came to attend the class, n’ since I reached there I used to search…. You….

You the one I’d like to let home, but my all feelings are now gone,

Since I got knew you’re already queen with the one of your dream.

Yes! I never tried to ask your name, because I already had the experience of life’s black game.

I knew you never be mine, everything vain that I was trying.

But still I do wish to meet with… you…

But still I do wish to greet… you…

I do respect of you. But you are just the one of my dream.

And I know sometimes some dreams never come true. 

take a deep breath

Take a Deep Breath

The world is so bad

People getting panic n’ I’m so sad

All good things are losing gradually

We are doing nothing just ignoring this eventually

I’m feeling inside of me something like a pain

Mind says,

‘Don’t try anything because all efforts will vain

Don’t try to fly without strong wings

You will fall down in front of crowd

And even no one will come to wrap your dead soul with shroud

So just take a deep a breath

 And get out from it

And Heart Says

Work hard with the things

First make some good wings

So you can fly so high

So you beat the fear of die

Take a deep breath

And push all wrong things back now now

You are the king of your world somehow

You are the king now

You have strong wings now

Take the world n’ make it full of light

Let the world n’ make it a peaceful place

Where people will so happy and live without any fight

Take a deep breath

N’ closes your eyes

Try to search your good sights

Take a deep breath

N’ opens your eyes

Check the world… oh! Yeah

The world is changing n’ my effort wasn’t vain

It means a deep breath is enough to change it! Isn’t it?

Yes! I’m feeling so good like I just ridded in a peaceful train

It’s too good. I’m so happy I’m taking a deep breath again…

Cheers

Cheers for the Life:

Life is something that always gives a reason to smile

Let’s cheers for the love we have

Cheers for the life we live

Cheers for the moment, we are thinking in

Cheers for the time we are running with

Cheers for the breath we are taking in

Cheers for all the people we’ve meeting with

Cheers for our parents we are growing with

Cheers for the nature we are enjoying in

Cheers for the beat of musing we are learning with

Cheers for the joy of days we are getting in

Cheers for what we have

Cheers for our active heartbeat, sharp mind and our pure soul

Learning to live with what we have

Never forget, we have something which is better rather than nothing

Come on and cheers for time

Thanking to the God, who helping to make it mine

No matter what I did and got

No matter what I said lost

But it does matter what I earned and learnt

And it will do matter

What am learning and earning

The power of mind, heart and soul will remain same

Bad things will vain and you’ll find nothing in them

It’s better to be satisfied with the time

Satisfy with the soul to increase our life line

So, let’s cheers for our life

Cheers for life we live

Cheers for the moment we are thinking in.

Cheers J

Would I?

Would I?

Would I do whatever I want to do?

Would I do what I dreaming to do?

Would I do whatever I need to do?

Would I do what I actually looking to do?

I am trying to have a heart

I am trying to play some of my own part

I am trying to give some air to my aims

I am trying to prepare for life’s real games

But what if I’ll blunder again

What if I’ll defeated by the thunder again

What if I won’t behave with impressive forbearance?

But what if I won’t do believe in relevance?

I promise

I’ll do believe in my heart

I’ll do believe to make a new start

I’ll do believe to change myself

I’ll do believe in to find the gulf

Would I do whatever I want to do? Would I?

I am going to give my strong effort

What if I’ll taste more failure but it’s ok because it won’t make my life short

I am going to kiss the height

But if I’ll fall back to the dark, then who’ll come to me to show the light?

Would I shine like a sun? Would I play the game of life with fun?

Can I promise for new commencement through my life?

Would I stop to do react in bad time n’ stay silent?

Problems are like tide don’t know why I trying to hide?

It will hit me for several times and I should not react like it’s not fine.

I don’t want to live my life like obsecure.

But I don’t want to make my life unsecure.

 

A Lazy Night

A Lazy Night

Tell me what should I do? I’m getting so bore.

My eyes are wide open n’ they will fall in sleep soon? I’m not sure

Books are waiting for my attention

But I’m sorry dear books, I’m busy to find the notion

I’m not able to express myself now

I’m not able to impress anyone somehow

Could you please compress my time for the day?

I must admit the state of mine that depresses me today.

Songs playing on my cell phone

My focus is not there, because my mind is not on

Feeling so lazy but people never think I’m that tardy

I just want to write something

But my damn mind has nothing

No phones, no internet for this moment

All friends are busy

I should keep myself calm n’ look at them

They are working and making mint

Here I’m jobless n’ they even not leaving any hint

The night is so lazy

Linking Park’s songs trying to shake my head

But this lazy night not helping to make my mood

See how serious I am in writing

Like I’m writing it for a secret brotherhood

Ah! No friends, no fun

N’ I’m shooting myself with a toy-gun

Well! How much study I did tonight? None!

But dreaming about those days when I was just ten

Why this happening

My single mind just thinking

Thinking, thinking and just thinking

It is thinking about million of things

It is flying so high without any wings

Wait! It will come down very soon

Cause it can’t touch the cold white light of the moon

But what I’m seeing?

It is keep moving

Moving and moving and just moving

Moving forward and solving all the things

Hey mind! Please come down

Come and do some study

You better know I don’t like this

So please don’t make any misery.

Ok! I can’t wait for more

I think my mind lost its core

Let it go where it want to stay

I’m not going to force it and fight

Now I’m falling to sleep, so it’s better to say a very happy good night.

J Just For Fun J

What We Should Do

“What should we do” is a little effort to explore my thoughts through my lines which I had written for myself now sharing with you. Please leave your comments and advise below. What Should we Do…… 

What should we do, if time goes against? 
We trying so hard, but failing to give our best
The path is so clear, 
but we do not know where to go next? 
 What should we do, when life seems so rough? 
 We trying to solve it, but it keep getting so tough. 
 The answer is clear in front of us, but which is not wide enough. 

 What should we do?
 if every moment has filled with full of pain. 
 We searching all kind of hopes, but all are going vain. 
 The walk is so straight, but still has no idea how to gain. 
 What should we do, when even right step too turning wrong?
 We checked things carefully, 
but eventually found we had been just singing a sad song.
 The solution is so simple, but it won’t bring us so long. 

 What should we do, when we just find dark all around. 
 We play some happy songs, but our ears just listening panic sound.
 The dream once built up, but next I found again it shattered to the ground.

 What should we do, if we lost all, including our shine. 
 We hoped for a good luck, but there between, someone drown a strong line. 
 The world seems so simple, but gradually, we forgot what is the meaning of ‘mine’.

 Some times I think 
 Am I breaking down against these sorrows? 
 Am I losing my grip now? 
 Am I wishing to die instead of facing these sharp arrows? 
 Am I that weak? 
Am I not getting my way just because the track is so narrow? 

Come on get inside your soul

 I know we should boost our confidence somehow, 
 But apart, we have a kind of fear inside now. 
 It does not mean we should give up, give in. 
 The road of life is so long, we can’t turn back just by some piercing. 

And I know...

 This is my life, I’m gonna make it just mine. 
 No sorrow, no darkness inside, only full of light, 
 Full of colors, with lots of shine. 
 I’m so young, I’m not gonna die until I’ll not defeat the lie.
 I’m so strong, I’ll do fight 
 Time will never be same; I’ll wait for the new time that will right. 
 I’ll beat the darkness, so gonna improve my sight. 
 Why should I look back even I know I’m gonna kiss the height. 
 I know what we should do to get out of it, 
 We could make some new ways to come forward. 
 World? Oh! Ignore it, time to show our power. 
 We won’t care about luck cause we gonna hit without it.

 Now Think

 Am I got the power to light up the earth? 
 Am I got the aim of my birth?
 Am I still a frowning man or m changing? 
 Are outer things still sapping my strength? 
 Am I found ‘blue moon’ for my life?
 Enough now get realized: 
 Are you got what ‘we’ should do? 
 Come on! Know who actually you are.
 What eventually you have to face in life? 
 How you gradually making your own ways? 
 When you’ll really win your own control over you? 
 That’s good! 
I know you won’t stick around, 
 Because your soul gives you a very good luck so now just boost your sound.